sometimes

ok, I feel a little bit desperated this days.... don't know why
so I think B/W pic is the one which can show out my feelings....so I should try be positive in desperation....

But this is quite normal for me, like, I always put myself into desperated feelings over a period and always will be better very soon...

the pic itself has lots of problems,but since it only takes me one and half hours to drawing....Im still satisfied....
the process can be seen here (Chinese version): [link]